EndohChiaka

EH? What words will I say? MEEEEEH. Chompompompom. Woo! I can't quite grasp it. GUH, this happens when I have nothing else to think about/do/make/get tired for. HAAH. Oh someone hack me out of here, dammit! XD

Just tell me! Being shy and all with me is not good enough a reason for me to be in peace. But I'm not so up and at it anymore. Still, so what if it's so embarrassing. JUST TELL ME. When you ask, I try my best to tell you. But then again, you never really force me to say anything soo... But that's not what I want either. >_< I'd rather say everything than get us nothing. T_T It's making me all cooped up inside. And also, tell me when you need something, or when you don't need me, so I can go away! O_O Please. Okay, personal rant. :-j Anyways, it's just a dream Heleina. It won't change anything even if it is about me because it's just

I guess I'm the after-torpe. It sucks. X( I've been day/half-dreaming in bed O_O. It's so scary, you half control it, and you half spectate it. It's not new to me, I've felt that kind of dream a lot of times before, and it's proof that all I have is time. Sure, I'm happy about that but it's sad if it's just that. My paranoia at home has come back. :( It's not the same with Leah's case. I still knew there was something else for me. I've been eating too much bread, which is good. My asshole burns when I shit because of all the spicy food I eat. That's new. I better be careful though, I'm probably nearing Almuranas (burnt/melted asshole flesh