EndohChiaka

EH? What words will I say? MEEEEEH. Chompompompom. Woo!

I can't quite grasp it.

<supposedly where my excuses are>

GUH, this happens when I have nothing else to think about/do/make/get tired for. HAAH.

Oh someone hack me out of here, dammit! XD

Just tell me!

Being shy and all with me is not good enough a reason for me to be in peace. But I'm not so up and at it anymore.

Still, so what if it's so embarrassing.

JUST TELL ME.

When you ask, I try my best to tell you. But then again, you never really force me to say anything soo...

But that's not what I want either. >_< I'd rather say everything than get us nothing. T_T It's making me all cooped up inside.

And also, tell me when you need something, or when you don't need me, so I can go away! O_O Please.

Okay, personal rant. :-j

Anyways, it's just a dream Heleina. It won't change anything even if it is about me because it's just a dream. WE CLEAR?

GAWD.

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Honestly Heleina, last night when you told me you'd tell me about your dream today, I got something like insomnia but less of its being. Gosh, the hot temperature did not help. It's really dusty here, but I don't know what it's doing to the temperature. But one thing's for sure, we're all itchy and scabby from scratching and itching. My parents don't think it's dust-- they say it's our dog's fault.

So anyway, Heleina, you drive me insane. A few times then, but now was especially engaging. I never felt so game-y my entire life over a dream I didn't know about. GAWD.

It's not that I need to know, it's not that it's important to me, but what's important to me is your trust so... Yeah.

You know naman me eh.

But I've been thinking. If you're really like that, if you respect your own privacy and dignity that much, I will not cross your borders. But I will still be as consistent and persevering as ever to get what I want from you. 'Cause I'm like that, you see.

And you're like that, so it's fair like that and all. Haha.

What's this, love and war? GAHAHAHA. Shet, I feel so corny.

Anyway, toodle-hoo~

I guess I'm the after-torpe. It sucks. X(

I've been day/half-dreaming in bed O_O. It's so scary, you half control it, and you half spectate it. It's not new to me, I've felt that kind of dream a lot of times before, and it's proof that all I have is time. Sure, I'm happy about that but it's sad if it's just that.

My paranoia at home has come back. It's not the same with Leah's case. I still knew there was something else for me.

I've been eating too much bread, which is good. My asshole burns when I shit because of all the spicy food I eat. That's new. I better be careful though, I'm probably nearing Almuranas (burnt/melted asshole flesh). O_O SKURY

I don't lack sleep (at least I think so). I eat well, I play well. My eyesight, I'm not so sure.

I'm guessing it's someone's birthday tomorrow. o.o I plan on giving a gift, but I don't know what she wants because I didn't establish myself well with her. Yeah, I wanted to, but I just grew so confused out of nothing. *drool* Ah well. Next... time? I'm not so sure. I heard from Baser and Ochoa that she's like transferring to another school, so I'll miss it. Ah well. *goes on*

I think it's cute when Heleina keeps stopping when she sees Athena everywhere. XDDD I think Heleina's cute. X3 She keeps commenting on her changing hair (from German-curls to Asian-straight) like that.

Honestly, Paula and Daian are okay. Just that.

Oops, we're going na.

It's very uncomfortable right now.

MOOOWW!